j a x j a c k s j a c k i e
16 September 2010 @ 03:27 pm
we all wish for things we can't get.  

 
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my voice is skating at the edge of desperation
the words come out as a raspy whisper
my eyes are pleading
one word,
and i'd crumble like a porcelain doll.

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I grew up climbing trees and fighting with boys, wielding tree branches whilst defending our fortresses.

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in the deserts of the heart/let the healing fountain start

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I'm afraid my journal has nothing to offer. It may, I suspect, bore you to tears instead, for they are words and thoughts extricated from the deep recesses of my heart. They lack structure and sense. I ramble about my life in lengthy details, information that lull you to sleep. If this does not daunt you, go ahead and add me as your friend, please do. It may have slipped my mind, my forgetful memory, to warn you that I have trust issues. I am in the midst of fighting a losing battle to overcome my fear, so would you like to join my army and aid me in my unlikely victory? I am often captivated by words and intriguing plots. I love to surround myself in a world of fantasy. I often think about the future, the direction I should lead my very life into. My mind is pretty much set, but I shall not divulge the details. The future thrills me, only because it's all mapped out. I plan every single step that I take, so as to cushion the fall.

My name's Jackie,
and we could be friends.

Please leave a comment if you'd like to be added, with a little self-introduction and why you'd like to read my journal. (~^-^~)
 
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